Reflecting...

Today I've been in a reflecting mood... I miss my sponsor and who/what she used to mean to me.. I miss my best friend!! I miss talking about real things. I miss my grandma before alzheimer's took her from me... I miss when life was simple and I could sleep till 2! I miss my brother picking fights with me... I miss nightly talks with my husband... I miss feeling needed... I miss..... Alot!

I want: to be pregnant, iphone 4, new laptop, new clothes, to be skinny, ice cream, a long vacation, a sponsor, new car...

I'm thankful for: God, DH, DS, CR, music, summer!, watermelon, bottled water, iphone...